Lo Que Soy

have you ever felt like everyone was against you? teasing you without any reasons at all ? or You trying to fit in and be popular?

a song kinda got stuck on my head lately , it's not Guilty Pleasure by Cobra starship, It's a song about trying to be you with out even trying to be someone you're not .
this happened to me during school year , i screwed up alot , I wasn't thikning ,
i had two friends Danielle and tina not really a trust full ones swell dan is but tina she became against me all because of my ex boyfriend , oh well she didnt listen to me when i warned her , hmpt serve her right, she called me the flirt when she's the one well i maybe a flirt sometimes but hey at leasti have what Danielle calls " an eye for guys" Tina doesn't :P
oh well
she doenst know what a true guy is.
Lo que soy means this is me
you might know the song from camp rock .
Demi Lovato is a succesfull musician and actress , she writes her songs , most of her songs relates others mostly girls who had their relationship gone wrong ..


anyways heres a video of her

enjoy :D
a Demi Lovato-LO QUE SOY-music video

Summer , Summer :)

Ihaven't use the computer for so much now cause one I got the computer Locked by my sister , and i can't used it cause i dont know the password,
anyways i just had my family reunion again apperently i wanted to go to Bianca's House and stay therere Until i have my Summer classes in that disgusting school of mine .
I got bored and made myself a banner Off JBM stands for
Jamil , Bianca and Melissa
youngest to oldest
Im the Oldest of the three , Jam is the youngest and the Tallest Bianca in the middle of the three we're one year apart and if you combine the three of us be aware cause It'll be fire on earth ,hehehe

so anywayxs I've ebeen addicted to to photoshop lately made banners look up those we the ones I made :D and i have been adcdicted to The acade3my is because of Bianca made
boo you bianx !!

here's the song

About a girl by The academy Is

enjoy the music

About A Girl (Acoustic) - The Academy Is...



Thats all for today ciao

" Shall I compere thee to Summer days"

Not really excited about it but hey at least i got to spend it again with Bianca and Jamil. Yesterday My +foster+ parents told me I can't go out of the house when they went to the states thats a bad news

as they always say "

Stay at home"

, what is this? A jail house or something, this is why i want to go somewhere away from them maybe somewhere i can't see them .

Anyways went to the park with Bianca and Jamil , nothing much it was fun and exciting, at first a guy followed us to the swing i thought he was going somewhere , I glance at him for a bit , to my surprise he gave the " fuck you " sign , i stayed calm and not let my anger came through my vains, " Wanker!" i scream in a calm voice, Bianca and Jamil were to busy taking pictures , The two of them notice it when he pushed me hard ' i hope he get nightmares tonight ' , we toke so many pictures and so many " crazy" pose .
It felt like summer is getting back . yet it was hot and humid out there.





Made that Banner , cute isn't Oh welll

i guess That's all for today

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